well..... it's been a really long long time since i have been on here.... so i figure i'll update the world on my life. we'll.... last time i do believe i was still dating slappy. well we are no longer together, but i hope that someday we might become friends again? maybe... but anyway.... i dated a girl named emilee for almost a year after all that.... ummm..... well we split up not too long ago but i am not upset because i am now dating the MOST AMAZING girl i have ever met. her name is alex cope and i am honestly head over heels for this girl. my great grandfather, who by the way past away since my last journal, once descibed for me the type of girl he hoped i would find and stay with for the rest of my life, and crazy as this may sound, she fits EVERY part of that description..... she's made me as happy as i was the last time i ever saw my grandfather. which is really saying something because he was the greatest man in the world. he meant alot to me and i was really really hurt when he passed away. but he's in a much better place now. he was suffering alot. anyway, lets get back on a more positive subject.... this girl's name is Alex Cope. she's honestly the greatest ever. well, i've been spending alot of time hanging out with my best friend joshy pugh. he's pretty awesome. and my friend crystal, she's my best "girl" friend. she's great too. anyway.... i joined the army national guard..... it's pretty great. i love it. it's loads of fun. anyway.... that's pretty much it.